I’ve given this a lot of thought, because two pillars of this whole crusade to bring my estranged lover to God are love & forgiveness. I’ve often said/typed/astral-projected: if I KNEW the Petitioner was a born again Christian, and she assured me that all was well in her personal life/dismissed my sentiments, I would be sad, but at least I would know she is in good (God’s) hands. I would relent.

As long as she continues pursuing this legal morass, which is almost entirely founded on her lies (e.g. saying the text messages from 909-818-4164 were coming from anybody other than HER) then I know that is still NOT the case. She is ruled by evil. She invoked Lucifer in the below text messages back on December 19, 2024. As I simultaneously received “No Caller ID” calls with a dark, demonic voice at the other end of the line.

But what about the substantive damage I have suffered in my own life? After receiving her textual threats, I would often call 911 for help. This frequently resulted in my unnecessary interment in psychiatric facilities, with unnecessary psychotropic meds to match. I was briefly paralyzed with pseudo-Parkinson’s a few months ago, until I realized it was happening because of those meds. I lost my job at The Garden City Hotel simply for calling law enforcement to document her credible threats on my life & liberty.

1 Corinthians 6 discourages lawsuits among believers. We are cautioned against airing our dirty laundry before detractors, who would seize the opportunity to lambaste Christian infighting. I think it has been sufficiently established that Petitioner is not a believer. While I am prepared to forgive her for her actions, I am not a fool. Although I am not Biblically obligated to forego legal recourse against a criminal, non-believer, I AM required to love my own WIFE unconditionally. My therapist has previously said I shouldn’t worry about evangelizing the Petitioner, instead focusing on loving her. (Within the boundaries of the law.)

I can’t seem to find work. It has been suggested (by Mark Sanders, GM of the Hilton Midtown) that I have been blacklisted. I’m facing eviction, and they are about to turn the lights off. I might end up in jail or a homeless shelter, but GrantFaber.org is paid up for at least another year. I have faith that God (love, life, light, and TRUTH) will prevail. Might get a little rocky, but I will rise to the occasion.